Thursday, June 17, 2010

sayang sape2 pun bole cakap.

song : Bila cinta (OST Lagenda Budak Setan)

singer : Gio

mood : bukan kisah gembira.

Bila cinta kini.
Tak lagi bermakna
Yang ku rasa kini
Hanyalah nestapa
Ditinggalkan cinta masa lalu

Dulu kau tawarkan
Manisnya janjimu
Yang ku sambut itu
Dengan segenap hatiku
Bila engkau pergi
Tinggalkanku

Hilangnya cintamu
Menusuk hatiku
Ternyata memilih
Cinta yang fana

Perginya dirimu
merobek jantungku
Hingga ku terjatuh
Dalam harapan

Hilangnya cintamu
Menusuk hatiku
Hingga ku terjatuh
Dalam harapan
uuuuuuuu…
Dalam harapan


P/S : baru tengok cerita lagenda budak setan dengan housemates. (=

wow award!

ada orang bagi saya award uh. please click dekat title kalau nak tau sape.



see. GLAM award lagi! aww. nak sign sekali tak? haha :P
pastu kne jawab soalan eh?


1) kenapa kamu suke blogging?

sebab saya suka menulis (=

2) adakah kamu bahagia dengan kehidupan kamu sekarang?

happy of cos. i got my family and all caring friends. loves.**

3) apakah impian kamu 5 tahun akan datang?

good job and a boyfriend. family maybe (=

4) siapakah orang yg kamu mahu sentiasa di sisi kamu?

mama
my other family members
my bestfrens
all i want *tamaak*

5) sila beri award ini kepada 5 orang blogger yg anda suka...

Afya
Azizi
Beiya
Sarah
Mr Dzul


to pemberi award thanx tau. loves.**

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

a good essay

It was midday when I reached the beach and the sun was blazing hot. However, a gust of wind cooled its scorching rays, leaving a warm atmosphere. The salty air that blew against my face left tingling feeling on my lips. Apart from the gentle sound of the lazy waves lapping the shore, everything was serene and silent.

I strolled slowly on the prickly sand, gradually becoming obvious to the world around me, as I contemplated my love life. It seems like only yesterday that Dylan had asked me to marry him. Being engaged to him was like a dream come true after six month of counting.

But what happen just now was a puzzle. Was it my fault? I didn't think so then. Anyway, he told me as soon as I had arrived at the office that he wanted to end our relationship. I was stunned, especially when he told me he has seeing someone else.

Actually, though I had already sensed the changed in his feeling for me recently even before he told me it wasn't going to work out between us. There were clues : He sounded unhappy when I rang him out of the blue, he was often secretive about his whereabouts lately and he was "too busy" and never had enough time to ring me, let alone have dinner or to go to the movies with me.

Surprisingly, I felt no heartache. True, I was a little dissapointed because I felt that I had wasted two precious year of my life with someone I wasn't going to end up with. But I didn't beg him to change his mind.

I was suddenly aroused from my thoughts by the light pitter-patter raindrops on my nose. The sky was no longer bright, dark ominous clouds shourded the sun and a sudden bolt of lightning flashed across the afternoon sky. An empty can and some dry coconut leaves were pushed across the beach by the strong wind. Soon the smooth calm sea turned into an ocean of fierce, turbulent waves.

As I stood, facing the sea, unaffected by the rising storm, I thought to all the fish in the ocean. They seemed carefree and enjoy exciting life of high adventure and risk. Although for a brief span of time.

I laughed to myself to realise that similarly there were really many fish out there. So, why should I hope over an affair gone away? I resolved then to leave Dylan in the past, live my present life to the fullest and look to the challenges facing me in the future.